#12) I tend to swallow my anger
I very rarely express my anger. Most often, I leave it unspoken. It is difficult for me to express how I feel and have the words come out the way I want. The words usually flow after the fact, and I think, I wish I said that at the time. Here's an excerpt of a good book which describes how I feel about myself when angry."Perhaps this time she might actually be able to say
what she meant instead of spitting out nothing but heat and a few acrid tears of
frustration. It always happened. Every time she was angry, all her
words ganged up against her, clotting in her mouth like a faceful of
stones. Coming out in the wrong order, too fast, too slow, gobbled up,
munched to bits, ludicrous, incoherent. More than anything, ...[she]
prayed for the gift of articulate rage..." from the book Special by Bella Bathurst
posted by :::::::::::::kimya:::::::::::::::: @ 9:04 PM
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